January 2011
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i am more than sadness
more than tears
more than i am, more than what i have been, more than now
somehow i’ll prove it to you
and you will stop
showing me how you have the upperhand
cause you don’t
i have the advantage
i have control
over myself
over you
over everyone
over life
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day 17
the last thing i need is another v-neck
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day 15
:)
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day 14
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good morning manila
day 10
staying in the hospital
in the Intensive Care Unit
it drains you for a while without you noticing
being around people
who are weak
sick
helpless
dying
it makes me scared
scared of dying
of what will become of me
scared because nothing is infinite
i’d like a swift, painless, abrupt death
life is fleeting
i may be young now
but
everyday i’m a step closer to death
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accept
you don’t always get what you want
life is not ruthless
life is life
it is objective
it is sincere
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my generation
we’re so restless
we’re so obsessed with expressing ourselves
everything we think, do, see, smell
we think important
we try to find significance
in stolen glances, incoherent conversation, monotony
significance used to hold a lot of weight
significance used to be complex and poignant
when will we realize that
we are insignificant
life has gotten bored with us
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We’re all going to die, all of us, what a circus! That alone should make us love...
– Charles Bukowski (via scarlettheroin)
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how to be 20
so last weekend was my birthday. i went over to my friend’s place cause it was also her birthday and she was having a party. so that was fun. highlights of the night included:
being tossed around like a rag doll
drinking shots in somnolent autonomy
lying on the pavement
hearing Wednesday blabber in drunken delirium
amazeballs
fun fun fun. drunk conversations are so much fun.
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now
people
geez
they can accommodate more than they can comprehend
God has made us so limitless, boundless
yet so confined
i think there’s more to us
than hate,
disappointment
happiness
love
contempt
life is more complex than such raw and primitive emotions
we were meant to understand so much more
feel more
what is stopping us
how can you feel so invincible and yet so…
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December 2010
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It's already 2011 for me, and some of you reading...
ilyketurtles:
I’m from the fuuuuture.